okay

I have to remind myself that it is okay to be sad.

It is okay to have bad days and to just want to curl up in bed with tea and a book and escape reality for a day.

It is okay to want to disappear.

To want to run away

I won't do it. 

I know that right now I can't.

 I'm waiting on God, but it is still okay to be sad.

I have to remind myself.

It is okay because being sad reminds me that I cannot go this journey on my own.

I'm incapable. 

Alone I fail.

It is okay to be sad

As long as I do not let the sadness rule me.

Letting Jon Foreman sing my prayer tonight.